17/11/2024
Today I told my father that my prep for exams is not super good. I will be able to pass with distinction in 4/6 subjects but for other 2, i will have to give another attempt. It took some load of my chest. And I think he was not disappointed me which I thought he would be. I guess he knew what was going on and he accepted what was coming for me. Anyways that's nice that he is bit chill about this because in my whole self loathing this gave me some peace of mind.
Im trying to act like the person I want to become like deliberately, in hope that someday these deliberate acts will become good habits of mine.
I saw m4 mac mini reviews and honestly Im convinced for it. But for my work purposes I will need a windows machine and a laptop at that, not a desktop. Now I can manage with both things but i will be 'managing to work' and it will not a computer which will just work for my line of work. Thinkpads are best for my future profession. So I won't be getting the mac mini. But because I want a powerful machine with gpu, Im looking towards gaming laptops. But they are bulky and cost more than slim ones without gpu. There are significant downsides of gaming laptop. My work will only need a slim laptop. GPU will for my own hobbies. So Im also divided on this part. I don't think I can get two machines one for work and one for personal stuff. Im a student right now. So Im postponing this buying decision to January next year.